Away

You'll go the distance.


Your heart will mourn.


Your mind will wander.


Your heart will cry out.


You'll make amends.


You'll disconnect.


You'll find the way.


You'll find the plan.


You'll reconnect.


You'll let it go.


You'll let it in.


You'll unwind.


You'll wander.


You'll discover.


You'll, your, you're.......you will be you.


You'll be okay, in time, when you're ready, you'll be back, it's up to you.

Wanted

To my mister,


You are wanted, desired, and longed for.


You are loved more than you'll let yourself believe.


You are and were a good kid in a bad situation.


Not a bad kid in a bad situation.


The actions of those before me have been and will remain untrue, dishonest, and cruel.


The versus in your head on repeat will one day be a distant memory, when you're ready.


............when You're ready.


You are loved, wanted, desired, and longed for.


Mister, of mine.

Stunned, Stone, Scope, Scatter, Slump

Worst pain in the world.

Multiplied by about 50.


Plus all the pains of child birth.


Equals the ridiculous pain of a 1mm kidney stone.


Now, let's backup to Sunday morning when all is well and good so I think I'll get out of bed and get a shower........negative ghost rider. You'll double up in pain in the shower and be rushed to the hospital where you'll stay from 8am to 8am to 8am to 5pm and you'll do what? Jack shit but roll around in pain, cry, dry heave, and feel like donkey the entire time.


My goodness gracious I've never cried out to Jesus as much as I have since Sunday. Yes, I know, I shouldn't reach out only in times of need. Just keepin it real. The mayonnaise is thick with this one.


And to think I've had a stone that was 5.5mm.......yea, so uhm, complaints about a 1mm?


Hell to the yes.